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| how NOT to behave at someone elses house |
| 07.16.04 (11:59 am) [edit] |
1.) don't stop on the ground like you are 2!
2.) don't punch the peoples dog in the face!
3.) make sure you are welcomed
4.) don't be a whore
5.) don't just blurt out something really loud
6.) just because it's louder doesn't mean someone wants to hear it
7.) don't eat all their food
8.) ask before you get into things
9.) don't act like you are more important than everyone else
10.) don't act like you are part of the family
11.) don't fuck with jordan
12.) be respectful
13.) don't over stay your welcome...(stephanie and emily that means 2mins)
ok, here's the thing. emily and stephanie were over at jordan's house with gabe. they were playing video games. jordan and i got there and went into the other room with evie and mike. then the 4 of us started playing uno! during our game of uno stephanie was yelling things out and she stomped her feet on the ground like she was 2! evie was pissed :evil: and yelled at them. then hanah came into the back room and was all pissed off because emily bunched their little 7 pound dog in the face because he was barking at her...ok who in their fucking right mind would ever bunch a dog in the face?? i mean seriously...to top it off, it isn't even her dog!! what a dumb bitch! god...sometime people are just so fucking annoying!
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| keep your bitch quiet |
| 07.16.04 (11:28 am) [edit] |
this was so funny!! when jordan told me about it i laughed SO hard! :lol:
jordan was at his house and i think that he just got out of the shower. anyways he was downstairs changing and evie told him that his mom called and wanted to talk to him. she told him that hanah was the one that talked to his mom. then he asked why she didn't give him the phone when she called.
then he went downstairs and asked his sister why she didn't let him talk to his mom when he was on the phone. he told her ealier that he needed to talk to his mom. she said that he was in the shower when his mom called. jordan said no i wasn't in the shower. hanah said yes you were. then jordan said that hanah was standing in the hall way and he said that if mom was on the phone he needed to talk to her. hanah didn't really answer him. she was on the phone with her mom and told him one min. and then later she got off the phone with her mom and didn't give the phone to jordan.
after that was when jordan went downstairs and kept asking hanah why she didn't give him the phone and then stephanie...oops sorry the whore yelled because you were in the shower. jordan then told gabe to "keep your bitch quiet" he told her never to talk to him again. it was SOO funny!!
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| Jordan's family |
| 07.16.04 (11:16 am) [edit] |
i've had SO much fun hanging out with jordan's family. i love all of them! him mom is SO funny! she has some of the best stories to tell. when i was downstate we talked a lot and she told me that if i ever needed to talk about anything that she was there..mostly like sex or any medical problems i had. she also told me that she loved me when i was down there. she called me into the kitchen and she said that she was really glad that i could come down and that i needed to come down more often! i told her i would! then she said that she loved me. i didn't know what to say. it made me really happy because i knew that she meant it and that she liked me. my boyfriends mom told me she loved me..it was pretty cool.
then i hang out with evie a lot. her and her boyfriend..mike..are really cool! i always have a blast hanging out with her. we talk about a lot of different things and i can tell her things without worrying about her telling anyone. we just goof around and have fun! her boyfriend mike is really cool too. i met him for the first time downstate. we hung out, play guestures, went to the mall, went for a walk, and watched tv..him and evie were a blast to hang out with. and for the first time i felt like evie really liked me. and then from there on out evie and i weren't just nice to each other when we saw each other and goofed around and laughed the entire time because she's just trying to be nice. we became friends. she's come to visit me at work and we just talk. it's great!!
then there is hanah. jordan's little sister. she is a lot of fun to hang out with. surprisingly enough she seems to be mature for her age and she says some of the funniest things! she is just fun to hang out with. she will tell me about her friends and what they are doing and she will always play vidoe games with me. she's just a lot of fun.
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| BF's brother/best friend |
| 07.16.04 (11:05 am) [edit] |
ahhh, where do i start with gabe?? i thought gabe was pretty cool. he seemed to be one of the nicest people i knew. then gabe started saying shit about stephanie behind her back and then treated her like a princess to her face. i just didn't think that was cool at all. then it also made me think about what if jordan is the same way as gabe? what if jordan is doing the same to me?
then gabe told jordan that he felt sorry for him because i was still in "love" with hutch. it pissed me off so much. so i got online and told him..
gabe, i just have something to tell you, fuck you, i don't know why you feel the need to put down jordan about his and my relationship, like everything is perfect between you and steph, i know ALL the bad things that you said about steph. you say jordan and i won't last long, like you and steph are going to last...stay out of jordan's and my relationship
anyways, after that gabe and i didn't talk for a long time. he hated me, plus the fact that he had to because of stephanie. he will say anything to her and do anything for her just to keep her happy cuz he doesn't want to deal with her bullshit. i know a lot more about gabe but i'm just going to keep it to myself because i don't want gabe to get too pissed off at me.
anyways, i went downstate for jordan's knee surgery and i hung out with jordan's family most of the time. it was a lot of fun. i got to know his family a lot better than i ever did before and i knew that stephanie saying that the family doesn't like me or his mom wasn't true. but i had to hang out with gabe because obviously he was going to be there too because it is his brother. i was like wow, this is going to be a lot of fun! i thought it was going to be the worst time cuz gabe can be the biggest asshole when he wants to be. but it wasn't bad at all. gabe was actually really nice to me the whole time. then gabe and i went to go rent a movie. on the way there i apoligized to him for everything cuz i knew with stephanie and i fighting him and jordan were in the middle. i told him that i don't hate him and i hope he doesn't hate me. he said not to worry about it because it's just all drama and he's sick of it. i agreed. then the rest of my time down there he and i were cool. it's like we were friends again.
then i went down there again and he was a complete ass most of the time..not directly at me...but some was. i don't understand gabe.
i don't hate gabe, but he just pisses me off a lot. the one thing that gets me is what a big ass he is to jordan when stephanie is around. i don't understand it. why does he have to treat jordan like complete shit? they are suppost to be best friends. but how would you like to be best friends with someone that treats you like shit most of the time? it's just shitty! i wish gabe wasn't like that. i wish that he would just say what he's feeling rather than surpressing it.
gabe said that he feels like he is loosing his friendship with his brother. well he's not at all. jordan still loves gabe and would do anything for him. it's just that gabe is so fucking mean to him sometimes. jordan was saying how he's sick of how gabe is treating him because he doesn't deserve to be treated that way. and i agree with him. i think that gabe has problems with me and takes it out on jordan. i've done nothing but be nice to gabe. jordan really wants gabe and i to be friends and get along. so do i..not just because of jordan either. it's because i like gabe and i want to be his friend. he's a good guy, most of the time! anyways, most of the time when jordan tries to talk to gabe, he either ignors him or tells him to fuck off. it's stupid! i don't think that gabe and jordan aren't best friends anymore..they just haven't hung out in a long time. but i know that jordan will always be there for gabe. and i will always be there for gabe if he ever needed me.
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| Ending is pretty fucked up |
| 07.16.04 (9:59 am) [edit] |
anyways, i called lauren to see if she and i were still friends or if we just were going to go our seperate ways. she wasn't home, she was still at softball practice. so her dad told me he would have her call me when she got home. well it started getting to be pretty late, so i figured that she was going to call. i got online and started talking to her. she said that she got the message, but wasn't going to call me back. i read her diary about it later and she saw the piece of paper, asked "are you kidding me?" and threw the paper on the ground. then her mom said to tell me the next time that i called to tell her that she got on the bus and she won't be back or something along those lines...pretty damn funny!! i laughed perry hard. it's amazing how creative people can be!!
anyways, i kept talking to lauren and trying to say i'm sorry, cuz i honestly was. i told her that she was one of the best friends i ever had and i hope some day we can be friends again. and that i was sorry for everything. i think ended our friendship on that note was REALLY stupid and easy for lauren. she said that she couldn't trust me and that i was going to take a long time to trust me again. i thought that was just fucking stupid...it kinda is the same thing with her going off and telling people what i told her, but i trust her again and again. i don't know. i thought that was just an easy way for her to be like hey, i can't be your friend because stephanie and i are best friends. sooo whatever..just say what you have to say.
later, lauren and i started talking again. it was pretty cool. fallon kept telling me that lauren and i HAD to be friends again, that all this was stupid and petty. i agreed with her, but told her that i can't change lauren's mind and i apoligized. anyways, lauren started talking to me...i hung out with her during 5th hour one day, she was skipping class(only her 2nd time EVER) lol.. and i didn't want to go to class either. so we walked around and then sat down and talked. we had a great time talking. we laughed most of the time. we also beat up josh that day. it was SO much fun!
then i went into 3rd hour art class with fallon and lauren was in there too, lauren fallon and i talked that whole hour! it was great! then nick t. came in and talked with us. i have some great pictures from that day.
then i walked into jordan's house after being at fallon's and john and lauren were chilling in the front room. before that i guess gabe, lauren, jordan, and the whore went to las. to get something to eat. then gabe and his whore went somewhere. john told me that jordan listened to one song over and over again. he fell asleep with it on repeat. anyways, i talked to them for a long time and jordan came in too. it was fun. then gabe and the whore came in and they all left.
then at prom, john and lauren came over to jordan and me and said hi. then they were going back to dance and i grabbed lauren and gave her a huge..and she hugged me back. it was a huge telling her that i'm sorry for what i did, i hope that we can be friends again someday, and that i'm always going to be here for her. then a the whore.(stephanie...just incase you weren't getting who i was talking about :wink:) said that lauren was pissed that i gave her a hug and all this. well jordan talked to lauren and she said that she wasn't mad at all and that she was sick of people telling her how she was feeling. it was just funny...stephanie has a major problem with lieing.
anyways, right now lauren and i aren't really friends, but we don't hate each other. i will always be here for her. but right now i just don't care at all. for a while i did miss her's and my friendship a lot. i think the reason for us not being friends is pretty fucked up and childish..but that's just my opinion. maybe one day lauren and i will be friends again. she was a pretty good friend. but to me lauren has changed. she's definitely not the same lauren that i used to know. but people change...i know i have. but who knows...life keeps changing and i think that lauren i will be friends again....i think that she just needs to get over this stephanie phase...i went through it, and eventually she will see what a lieing manipulative bitch ass whore she really is. but until then, i do wish lauren the best of luck with everything she is doing.
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| little sis |
| 07.16.04 (9:36 am) [edit] |
man i don't even know where to start on this one. lauren and i have been really good friends for quite a while..or we were. we hung out a lot and we had many great times together. like baking mike's bday cake together (a four layer chocolate cake) that we baked until the earlier hours in the morning and then had a frosting fight where she fell into the stove and woke my mom up. it was SO funny. then i went over to her house christmas eve and played cards with her family. that was a blast. ohh, the pepper day they have with their family. staying up all night and then watching lauren be a totally freak the next day. going to john's cousin's house to hang out and go grocery shopping to get food, but just not any kind of food, but good food. then basketball...i mean the list goes on and on of all the good times we've had together.
but we've had bad times together too. but the bad times just show you what a good friendship you have and to test to see how strong your friendship is too.
here's the thing. lauren decided not to be my friend because we got into this huge argument. it started when i was mad at lauren because i felt that she was acting like stephanie...i'm sure i've said this before in my diary, but it's how it is. for some reason she was trying so hard to be stephanie's friend that she just seemed to not care about her and my friendship. the 3 of us would hang out and i always felt like the 3rd wheel. lauren even started saying that i treat jordan bad or something like that...something about his and my realtionship that she had no right to say cuz she was never really around jordan and me. but it was coming from stephanie. then i found out later that lauren invited stephanie and gabe and other people that we all hung out with over. i mean, it's fine and dandy that she wants to hang out with them, but she didn't even say anything to me about it. the other thing was she didn't even invite jordan and me to anything else after that. so to me it seemed like she didn't want to hang around me and she rather be with stephanie.
then i told lauren a lot of things that i knew. a lot were about stephanie because i was pissed at her. i thought that i could trust lauren with them, but of course i couldn't. i told her the bad things that gabe was saying behind stephanie's back and the reason for me not really liking gabe anymore. i didn't think that it was fair to stephanie, having her bf talk shit about her behind her back. i thought she deserved better than that..but i now know that gabe was right and she doesn't. so i told lauren all this and she said that she now understands everything. i asked her not to saying anything because i didn't want to get involved with gabe and stephanie's fucked up relationship. but i should have known that i couldn't trust lauren...there have been MANY times that i told lauren something and she would tell someone else. i guess i just really wanted to trust her, but obviously i couldn't.
the thing that pissed me off the most about it was that i became the big bitch in all this...for what gabe did, it was my fault, because gabe can NEVER do anything wrong. it's just because all those people are in love with the kid. if gabe asked any of those girls out they would drop everything in a heart beat and go out with him..and gabe knows that.
well lauren was pissed at me because amanda and i had this imaginary bus list. where the people on the list were suppost to "die." it was SO funny. amanda made it up when i ODed. the funny part about it was that lauren and stephanie both thought that it was hilarious until they found out that their names were on the list. but the thing is i DIDN'T put lauren's name on the bus list. amanda did...she put all the people involved with stephanie down because she hates all of them. i didn't say anything because i didn't really care. but there were other people that we were friends with on the bus list that had parachutes and they jump off the bus just before it went over the cliff. it was a big JOKE! but apparently people can't take jokes. it got blown WAY out of proportion! it was ridiculious. it wasn't meant to hurt lauren's feelings at all. but whatever. i'm sorry that your feelings got hurt! i honestly didn't mean to and i should have taken your name off. the thing that pissed me off though was i alpoligized to her for the whole thing. and i honestly meant it. the whole time i was talking to her she was playing with her finger. she didn't say anything to me at all, but she wrote about it in her diary. she made me sound like a complete bitch. she said that i used amanda to get out of it. whatever...i would tell the truth if i had put your name down on the list..because if i did i would obviously wouldn't have cared about her feelings or what she thought in the least bit and would be like yeah i put your name down. what the fuck are you going to do about it! but i didn't. but that just goes to show me that she really didn't know me.
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| a long lost friend |
| 07.16.04 (9:01 am) [edit] |
i've been thinking about the friends that i really miss hanging out with. and i miss hanging out with john. he and i became really good friends when him and lauren started dating. him and lauren are a great couple together. i always had a blast hanging out with him and lauren.
it's weird, john to me was my best guy friend...and basically best friend overall other that lauren. i could tell him anything and not have to worry about him telling anyone. he was the first person that i told what happened with hutch and i. i just trusted him alot. and he and i would go roller blading together. and go for walks and talk. it was fun.
i remember one time i was really upset about something that happened that day with hutch and i and john heard about it and went straight out to my house. i was in town and he called me and i came out and we walked and talked about it. it made me feel a lot better. he was straight with me and would tell me what he really thought. he was one of the best friends i ever had.
then that year i was ta during 6th hour so john and i would hang out because he stayed after he was done with class and wait until the end of the day to see lauren.
some of the best times of my life were hanging out with john and lauren. lauren would come over to my house and her john and i would hang out. they both got me through some hard times. they were great friends. all of us would go for walks and talk. we watched movies and lauren and i one night had john stay the night at my house. i remember lauren and i were freaked out because we knew if we got caught we were done for. so we all fell asleep and at some point lauren went upstairs and got john's shoes and coat. i went upstairs later to do the same and they weren't there. it freaked me out. i went back down to the basement and i found them on the floor. then i realized that lauren had moved to the bed, john was on the big couch, and i was on the love seat. i don't know how that happened..the shortest person got the biggest bed...but it was funny. then i went over to lauren cuz i noticed that she was shaking...all she had was a pillow over her feet (she has this thing were she has to have her feet covered to go to sleep or had) so i grabbed a blanket and threw it over her. then i went back to the love seat and went to sleep. then lauren woke up and was scared because she had this blanket on her that she didn't remember putting on her. it was funny!!
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| My Better Half |
| 07.16.04 (8:45 am) [edit] |
for the last nine months i've been blessed with my better half. i met him over last summer. his name is jordan. we've been dating for almost 9 months. he's the best thing that has ever happened to me. i don't know where i would be without him.
i remember the first time i met him. i felt an instant connection with him, but the bad part about all this was i liked another guy at the time. so i was just like ohh it's nothing he doesn't like me, he just thinks i'm weird. but the more i hung out with him the more i knew that i was liking him more and more. we had many problems along the way. people telling us that we weren't meant for each other. i made MANY mistakes this summer. but jordan was NOT one of them! he saved me. the more i liked jordan the more afraid i got because i never thought that i could do better than chris and that i was always going to be with him. plus i didn't think you could really start to like someone you just met. but luckily we over came all the bullshit that people were trying to put on our relationship.
now for over a month jordan i have been together basically the whole time and i haven't gotten annoyed of being around him once! i love spending all my time with him. i love him to death and i don't know what i would do without him. he's always there for me. i can tell him anything. i can just be me around him. it's great. i honestly think that jordan and i are in this for the long hall.
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